wow this conversation with my best friend was so important!!!! i love how i could talk about all of my fears and the attacks i have sometimes and how ezra is important to help me get through them and NOT BEING JUDGED AT ALL FOR THAT i mean how often does that really happen? how often do you meet someone who cares about you this much? how often do you feel comfortable to talk about your biggest fears with someone? i love these moments even though they happen for not so nice reasons. i actually dont know what i would do with myself if it wasnt for him and ezra. they both help me a lot in “complementary” ways and i love this.